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ExistAngst Thursday, 30th November 2000	Going down in style.
Here is a MORON. This particular moron has no ACTUAL content at his site. In fact all of what little content their is, revolves around either being ignorant, or poking fun at others not quite as hardcore as himself. Pritty much he seems to like spending his time being hardcore with his cap on backwards and, i imagine, his stereo turned up loud to the h4rd c0r3 tunes of Limp Bizkit. He also seems to think he is in some sort of a position to throw stones. Tsk Tsk. Quite frankly I think he lives in a bit of a glasshouse. Don't u? I reckon this would be a good way to commit suicide. Going down angrily, with a big fuck you to whoever happens to be handy at the time. On the other hand, if i were the big fat bastard, id be quite happy with having a suicide note for a tattoo on my back. At least its something a little different. Holy shit im unfit. I went to Aikido this evening for the first time in almost a month and i was so fucked by the end i was ready to lay down right there in the Dojo and go to sleep. Its really not a Dojo but. Its really just some room my Martial Arts School, rents out on a Tuesday evening. The Olympus room its called. It certainly DOES NOT fit the part of the whole spiritual Japanesey thing. It looks too new and clean and modern. Id much rather train in some dingy little back alley in China Town (does Perth have a China Town?) by some 80 year old, butt-kicking little Nipp. It would feel more Authentic. But instead, im being trained by some anglo, Australian chump with a funny 18th century mustache, at a place called the Olympus room. Siiigggghhhhh I got the following from the "Gimme Feedback" form above. -------------------------------------------------------------- Date/Time of Posting = Nov 21 2000 / 18:04:55 IP Address: 4.33.137.157 name = sandgrain ASL = 21mTampaFL replyemail = no angstythinkcomments = fishy.. broken links.. broken images.. bah -------------------------------------------------------------- Yeah sorry about that mate. I deliberately break all my links and img tags, just so ppl like you cant waste my time and use the word fishy. However, all jokes aside, my main man; sandgrain, does raise a valid point. When the fuck am i going to start fixing some links, pulling my webmaster socks up and generally being less sloppy? Well it starts NOW ppl. Ive removed some links on the left that arent pointing to actual, real html files, untill i finish whats on my proverbial plate and i implement all the cool new sections im planing. Ive also started work on the Temple Of Angsty, of just The TOA for those hip, chat savvy, net-cats amoung you that insist on abreviating everything. Go have a look at it. Im also debating whether or not to do mp3s here at AngstyThink. One one hand, theres no doubt that, porn and mp3s would act as a nice counter balance to my incessant ranting about irrelevant crap, but on another hand, this site needs to be a bit more specific with what its all about. I just wonder if i should just leave the mp3 game to others and just concentrate on being a pretetious wanker with poorly formed opinions on absolutely everything. Maybe instead of actually posting mp3s ill just link to well wikkid mp3 sites like themp3alt. Gimme your opinions with the form above.
ExistAngst Wednesday, 22nd November 2000	I am not a Survivorer.
I've always wondered what it must feel like to get booted off Survivorer Now i know. I think i might go and slash my wrists when im finished this post. I dunno. Generally the whole Survivorer concept was a very good one, but it definitely lacked something. I think the biggest problem was that it wasn't * worth the effort, that contestants were required to put into staying on the Island. Certainly ill be giving Samn my 2 cents about what to change and what to do differently in any subsequent Survivorer competition. * im deliberately writing in post-tense because, lets face it, Survivorer may just as well be over without me being there :) My lips are huge. I got a coldsore the other day, just below my bottom lip, and when i started picking at it, it got infected with the Golden Staph living under my finger nails. It's now developed into a full blown, pusy (as in yeilding pus) infection. It hurts. Alot. Everyone keeps on making jokes about how Angelina Jolie paid alot of money to get lips like mine. I dont think its funny. I look like one of those Masai women in Kenya that put bits of metal in their bottom lip to make it bigger. Cept u can bet your life that if I had a choice on the matter that i (unlike the women of the Masai) would be having nice ordinary lips. When im tired and trying to be funny, im like a drunk trying to get laid. I loose all sorts of joke making inhibitions, and make heaps of really awful jokes. Then when i finally go to bed and sleep, i wake up in the morning and slap my forehead with the base of my hand and wonder to myself what i ever found so funny about said joke. Most ppl have beer goggles. I have sleepy goggles.
ExistAngst Thursday, 16th November 2000	I'm watching you through the air vent in the ceiling, you dont know me, but u will by the morning.
This freaks me out. Its sad to look at what these ppl order as their last meal as some sort of a pathetic attempt to enjoy their last hours alive. I dunno. Im still not sure how i feel about the death penalty. One thing i am sure about. Its ridiculously naive and simplistic, to assume that the severity of the punishment is the only determinant of the likelihood of the offence being committed. If Texans kept on killing each other, then where to next? Execution via a painful public stoning? Maybe a prolonged lethal injection? An eye for an eye is all well and good, but wouldnt it be nice if we could have a smile for a smile? I mean, what the death penalty is really a symptom of, is that George "Dubiya" Bush and policy makers like him, have run out of ideas. Or in Dubiya's case, they've never had any good ideas in the first place. On the subject of "Dubiya", and his home state of Texas: Did you know "Dubiya" was responsible for lowering the age for criminal responsibiltiy in Texas to 14? Kinda ironic dont u think, concidering what Dubiya got up to in his youth? Invisible Condoms. Sounds cool to me. IRC News is BACK!!! YEAAHHH!!! I used to love these guys untill one day they stopped all of a sudden. But now their back and just as funny as ever. It must be hard damn work taking IRC so damn seriously, but these guys do it well. Thunder THUNDER THUNDEEEEER CATS!! HOOOOOOOOO Anoying little fagot he may be.... Seanbaby is quite funny.
Thursday, 9th November 2000
Im sorry guys. Im so frigging rude for going so long without so much as even a small update for my own site. Fancy putting so much effort into Survivorer, and totally and utterly neglecting good ole AngstyThink. I feel dirty. I promise ill make it up to u. As u can c, the page in general has lost alot of weight. Ive stripped away all Septembers posts and most of Octobers. Ill have them all set up in an archive shortly, along with an archive search utility. Ive also started doing some proper work on the section all about the demise of the Soviet State : NYEEEEET!: Where have all the Comrades gone? so go and have a look at it. Im also doing work on the Javascript to run the hourly artist and hourly babe. They all still point to imaginary html files, but im getting there i promise. There will be a mailing list started soon. Everyone sign up to it.